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[15 Aug 2004|09:41pm] |
dre?
HAVE YOU EVER...
. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yes
. Had someone love you back?: i think
. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yes
LAST PERSON WHO
. Slept in your bed: other than me i think tom
. Saw you cry: tom
. Made you cry: tom
. You thought about: tom
. You shared a drink with: idk
. You went to movies with: erin and kelly
. You went to the mall with: no idea
. Yelled at you: tom
. Sent you an email: eEEEEE Mai LLLL whats that?
. You missed: tom/steve/kelly
...BEEN TO
. California: no
. Hawaii: no
. Mexico: no
. China: no
. Canada: yep
have you ever:
. Danced naked: yes not in public
. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: i think so
. Wish you were the opposite sex: all the fucking time
. Had an imaginary friend: nope
. Do you have a crush on someone: i guess you can say that
. What book are you reading now: The Satanic Bible
. Worst feeling in the world: hard to say
. Best feeling in the world: hard to say
. Future daughter's name:autumn, willow, madison, mackenzie, charolette
. Future son's name: derek, idk idk idk
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: julliani
. What's under your bed: an almost empty bottle of vodlka, pokemon cards, dust bunnies, a memory box, art supplie
. Location: cutchogian
. Piercings/tattoos: eyebrow, ears, cartilage, tounge
. Do you do drugs: eh sure
. Do you drink: yep
. Who is your best friend:everyone i love
. What are you most scared of: people, my grandma, being grounded
. What clothes do you sleep in: kiss me boxers and a tee shirt
. Where do you want to get married: idk
. Who do you really hate: kimothy braun.
. Been in Love: yes
. Do you have a job: for my mom but it doesnt count
. Do you like being around people: sometimes.
-SEX OR ICE-CREAM?: sex ice creams gross
-WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: purple
-WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?: playing with my tounge nervous pissed and taking this test
-WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID? smwatched tv, smoked a cigarette
-WHAT IS RIGHT NEXT TO YOU?: me myself and i
-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT TO EAT WITH: well i just went to mcdonalds with tom
STUFF
. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with? yes
. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes
. Are you lonely right now: uhhhh huhhh
. Song that's stuck in your head at the moment: none suprisingly
FAVORITE
. Room in house: mine
. Type(s) of music: whachu talking bout willis?
. Month: feb, decemeber, nov, july
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
. Cried: yeah
. Bought something: mcdonals cigarrettes poppys deli lighters chips drinks
. Gotten sick: no
. Said "I love you": yea
. Met someone new: no
. Missed someone: no doubt
. Hugged someone: yea.
. Kissed someone: yea
. Done something stupid: yea
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[27 Jul 2004|10:59pm] |
darrins was crazy
im missin the big guy
tiffanis last day to hangout is friday...
cousins come out friday...
the house is moving along nicely...
WHO is taking the train to warped tour?
i need a ride back, but i can probably give people rides there.
like last year
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[03 Jul 2004|11:51am] |
I guess i should update more often
summers been going good, but going by way too fast
strawberry fest...good times. and such going out to dinner with tom and the fam, movies, boston coming up, been going to darrins house alot lately. Which made me into a state of lazy jello, walking is a hasle, sitting is a hasle, smoking cigarettes is a hasle. Everything seems to reuire energy that was pulled out of me by darrins couch and televison, and cars.
I started to work for my mum at the office, and i don't knwo what to do cause she's not here, so im just gunna wait for the phone to ring. I really want to smash the fax machine and it's constant beeping sound. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHG whatevs.
toodle.s
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[16 Jun 2004|08:58pm] |
well well well
weekend was...i hung out with orcun alot.
today randomly after finals me kelly and julie decided to take the bus to west hampton, so we had to swithc at county center, and such. Don Carlos was on the bus, i think he was like running away. we went to my grandmas house who lives in CT but has a house there and drank some beers, bbq'ed,swam, tanned, good stuff. then we missed the bus and my dad gave us a ride home. Fun. :)
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[06 Jun 2004|09:28pm] |
friday was werid, shitty kind of, kind of not, hung out with everybody at one point like literally like 15 people everyone! it was some good ole times, then me brenna, kelly, and nick saw harry potter 3. then on the way back to brenna's we road in the back of kellys dads pick up. slept at brennas, wore a skirt (wtf?) was really shitty day, then shittier, then more and more andmore. The went to tony's with people.
i stood on the beach in the middle of the night by myself and it was really windy, and i was completely blown away, i am whenever i do that. I love the ebb, you know the tide coming in, the water breaking and the whtie foam, the sound of it all. It reall is amazing, i love the beach.
then i got really high and was like, a weirdo. Then i started to walk home from tonys at 11, i got to the lil league feild on the hess road by like 1115 iwas like FUCK. SO i thought hey maybe i have some luck, and called laura to see who she was with, luckily she was with geabia(sp?) and they picked me up. So in the end the stoned cold natasha was saved from arriving home at 1230 at night and being grounded forever. Horray.
today was alright i saw the day after tomorrow and um c money gave me a stoge and he was really confused. HA. hm
the weekend sucked in general i've been having emotional breaks downs randomly throughout it. PLus i started to talk to myself.
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SO eventful weekend friday and monday off, fucking awesome. Um darrin's was a good time, i chilled there sunday and monday too. Hm someone put a whole in his wall and that sucked, and sliced his hammick, more people need to show up so everybody come next time!
so much money was spent and no one came. :( its okay darrin we still love you!
i was such a nice fucked up saturday.
omg i think friday adam got hit int he eye and fucking swelled up to the size of a golf ball and it was pointy (no joke) now its all different colors and puffy. fucking a
oh yea and we found the smallest turtle every and it was a baby and we put a joint near its mouth and it bit down and we took a picture and then it didnt move for like 10 minutes and then it did. i almost passed out and threw up at the sight of adams eye.
me and kelly went to gpo festival and shaw,bittner, gregg, and some kid were there and it wasd a good time. school went b y pretty okay today. hm i cant wait till summer, im jumping for joy. :)
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okay im making this private because parents(not mine) are reading it, thats fucked up and it's getting people in trouble,
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[22 May 2004|10:33pm] |
welp
went bridge jumping,film fest was alright, i was just deprived of a cigarette for two hours and really tried. then adams, bon fire. then waulbaums, then home.
slept till forever today pierced my ears, and left in my dorky pj's
steve drove by at waldbaums, didn't stop, bastard.
saw mean girls to avoid cold, uhhh got free balloons etc.
oh yea and i gave kelly a hair cut at the bowling alley
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fuck petty jokes
sunday was a neat time at carolines ddr like crazy and chilled in a boat that was a play thing
chelsea tied her thong to a monkey head plastic thing
RIP RUDYS
the chairs are gone
the stuff is stolen
the bull has been captured
fuck patty b's
Tom and Gregg are fighting and Tom has to pick up Carolyn from BOCES cause she missed the bus, then goto work. Gregg refused to go home. SO i offered to go and make sure somebodies there for Joe's guitar lesson. So i go and i wait for him to get off the bus, then the teacher, then for his lesson to be over, tom comes to get ready for work, Joe sets off the smoke alarm making bacon AGAIN, i clean the dishes, or half anyway, my mom comes to get me. Bittner kept calling and i kept answering dougherty residence, then when his mom calls im like HELLO and she didn't know i was watching him. Ohwell i watched the sopranoes with his parents, i feel like im part of the family.
Then me and my mom went to look at the house steak-outs and the hole for my new house was being dug and we flipped a shit and died, we're gunna be so poor, i suggested we join the prostitution ring and sell coke. Then i suggested we hit my mafia grandmother up for expensive italian shit.
i just cleaned the pool with my dad
tomorrows friday yay
it better be hot
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It's been a rather eventful weekend actually
friday i chilled with Loper, Gregg, and Bittner.
smoked with Loper and Kelly
smoked again with Loper, Bittner and Gregg
smoked again wtih Loper, he threw up lol
went back to lopers watched Vincent Price thing which was fucking weird as hell cause i was so gone, and i kept imatating the hand movements, then watched nightmare before christmas, passe out on his couch, he passed out on the floor. got picked up at one in the morning
then yesterday i went out mad early and no one was around then i went to Erins and swam in the pool with Kelly Erin and Kline. Then Erin had to babysit, so we left and went downtown, no one was around except Nick, and Shawn. Kelly and Mike left and Bittner showed up, and i was gunna goto Steve's early at like 530, so ochium(sp?) gave me a ride and i called and he was at the mall so i went to breakwater, then i went to johnny's and chilled with Mike, Dj, Eric, and Johnny. Went to Steves around 730, Eddie gave me a ride. Not alot of people there at first, went swimming, watched the Tom Green show, got really drunk, puked alot, almost drowned, passed out (or tried to) in steves bed in my wet bathing suit so i was freezing, people kept giving me water and it was too much water. Steve kept yelling at me and so everytime he talked i pretty much cursed at him. Mike Wall is my puke buddy. Juliet and Christina are my blood buddies! I took a shower and Meg was my mom, went back to Christinas at 3am passed out woke up at like 8 chillded on the porch with Christina,Juliet,Dj,Johnny, and Mike. Got Wendy's deli.
There was walmart girl porn in the car
Dropped people off at Tina's. Saw Ricky, Randy, and Brian. Brian and Ricky were still completey drunk. Dropped them off at the deli, got Randys present from Juliet. Happy Birthday Randy! dropped them off, went home, passed out from lack of sleep, woke up went to shannons, now im here waiting to leave.
Man i'm so happy Steve is back, and he's staying for more than 10 days and thats a good deal. Im excited, i missed him, even though i kinda acted like an ass last night. whatever, sorry about that, if you read this.
school tomorrow, aahhgxxxxxxxxxxx
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in all news
jess comes home wed.
i have a appt tomorrow
and friday
disney land is boring, i just like to tan
toms a jerk
steves coming home soon(( yay!!!))
jess is 21
kellys not grounded
i finally got a tape for my movie i entitled is gregg does roxanne
gregg is a jerk
whos roxanne? Gregg doesn't do her
memorial day weekend, soon, yay!
i need adobe premire, and photoshop. expensive.
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[02 May 2004|11:39am] |
im leaving to florida today
EVERYONE CALL MY CELL PHONE ill be there till thursday
631 921 9169
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[27 Apr 2004|06:14pm] |
i can not wait to go to Florida in...uh i think 5 days?
i can't stand it here anymore
I don't do my homework, I doin't attempt to wake up for school, I don't care about school, I curse at everyone, I'm always depressed and fucking bored aout of my mind. GOD, im gunna have alot of shit to make up considering I'm missing a week of school, no ones gunna give me a break, I have to take the assesment when i get back. I go home after being downtown and fall asleep at like 7 from exhaustion and then i get nothing done, there's so much shit i have to do.
Steve's coming back soon, thats awesome.
My mom thinks I'm a lesbian cause laura invited me to prom, even though I'm not, and she's being a big homophobic fuck, i hate people like that.
Darren's party, wasn't bad, frank was the dj...weird
i pretty much took care of Tom the whole time after he was an asshole, THEN he didn't even appreciate it and he was being stupid
I hate hiding shit my parents, and sneaking shit around and having to watch out, i hate having to walk everywhere, i hate school, i hate alot of things. yea
Okay this part is about kelly, i feel like expressing my opinion on our friendship. WOW. is all i can fucking say, holy shit we started out haitng each other, then like our group of 4 formed, idk, it's crazy. Tiffani and Erin are so much alike, and we love them but you know they don't have that much in common with us. I have you and you have me, and they have eachother. they are the jessica simpson girly side. I guess were more the rejecty kind of people, idk how to put it. Seriously though think about how much shit we have gotten in trouble together for, just think, and how mom yells at my like im her own daughter. We do the walks, we appreciate the nature. We're fucking indians making italian food while strumming the guitar, playiung ddr, sinigin along to BNO, and doing drugs. YES! FUCK you know i can't even like type what im thinking whatever I LOVE KWP!
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[20 Apr 2004|08:00pm] |
things to look foward too...
-the weekend
-the nice days of spring
-florida(12 days bitch ps disney land sucks)
-getting drunk sometime soon and taking out my aggression
-the new cloths +cake tshirt(bright pink) coming in the mail
-coming back tan
-looking for disney thongs for tiff for her birthday
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[11 Apr 2004|04:13pm] |
by the way happy hut has been lynched, completely beyond rebuilding, all because it collapsed on james. whatever long story
easter sucks, my family sucks, i get in trouble for so much shit my cousins do and they are so fucking arrogant and abnoxious, and ignorant. JESUS so i came home and got into pj's and painted my television set.
"should i get my ear pierced? not the right though right? because thats the gay side, gay people get that side"-cousin
whats wrong with gay people?-me
"idk they are gay, gay gay because you know they like other guys...mumbles on"-cousin
your an idiot, ignorant,you dont know what your talking about-me
"well at least im not the gay one, at least im not gay"-cousin
GOD I HATE PEOPLE
this vacation was good time though
god i need a stoge.
i dont want to goto franks dad's
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[04 Apr 2004|11:48pm] |
i really dont remember much of what has been happening lately, it was all good though, washington was fun, chilled with ma home gurlzz. lol fuck me and die, the walking part was boring, tiring, hotel was fun.
someone fucking smashed the shit out of happy hut, we rebuilt it, even more civilized now too. IT IS AWESOME.
oh and darty is the SHIT
ricky is chill
the crotch crew
the girls yea man, good moodage.
except i have to wait till im 15 to get my tounge pierced because my dad says its too "sexual"
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[25 Mar 2004|05:52pm] |
kelly: yea i stepped on my guinea pig and it died.
mr lavinio: yea i left mine out in the snow and it caught a cold and died, i didnt know the things caught colds!
kelly: well it has blood!
mr lavinio: YEA BUT IT HAS FUR!
brenna: awwwwww thats sad
mr lavinio: NO THAT THING DESERVED TO DIE!
kelly: (sarcastically) why cause it smelled bad?
mr lavinio: YEA IT DID ACTUALLY AND IT PISSED ALL OVER THE WALLS!!!!
brenna: -high pitch laughing-
me: -falling off a really high stool-
mr. lavinio: -doing lots of hand movements screaming about how much the guinea pig pissed-
kelly:-trying not to fall off the garbage can, starts to make guinea pig sounds-
mr lavinio: THATS ANOTHER THINGG!!!
mr lavinio: see ya later girls
me: okay bye murder
kelly: YEA! guniea pig killer!
i gots a pack, im happy yay i cant wait tomorrows friday.
i heart the computer lab
mrs braun told mike and brian they might not be able to goto washington because they were acting up...uh 500 dollars? no refund either, the fucking bitch. die.
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[24 Mar 2004|12:11am] |
I had an okay day, the school part of it really sucked, because it's only tuesday and it lasted so long.
The fact that a bank in Mattituck of all places got robbed, it just weird, exciting, stupid.
Downtown was an enjoyable time, i saw pat<3
Laura G is a funny girl, and Tara buczak causes a few laughs, she's nice.
I got my cell fixed YAY!
I'm really looking foward to washington, and the weekend, but kind of not because i hate how everyone i know arent all really good friends, and then we can all just hangout at once, I wouldnt have to set up days to hangout with them, its fucking annoying.
I can't wait to shoot the movie with Brenna either, because she's just so fun/funny and i never really hangout with her outside of school and i feel like a shitty friend because she's one of my best friends and i have some good laughs with her, everyday because we walk to almost every class together. <3Brenna
hmmm sleep<3
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[16 Mar 2004|10:04pm] |
the con of man: post and sent all over the place
the con of man: alright heres the deal
show may 29th
i kno its early but mark your calendar
at the house that metal forgot (pequash club)
shindig for pappy's birthday
polhamengrobia, timmy's new band, and the pax cecilia and between starving and solace
more to b anounced
so mark it on your calendar
tickets are $10 a head
contact polhamengrobia at polhamengrobia@excite.com for reserves
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[14 Mar 2004|09:26pm] |
oh god kelly, erin.
friday was random, weird, fun, cold.
saturday was alright
sunday, im sorry amanda.
i need a stoge, im stressed out.
oh gosh
i hate school
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